Today going to be a good day. This afternoon would be good. Tonight will be awesome. Why is that? Well because tonight will be the first time in forever that I'll be able to see him. Who is this him I am talking about? And who am I? Let me just tell you shall I. My name is Jennifer Ferguson. I know what you are most likely thinking and yes and no in a way. No I am not his sister, and yes I am related to him. See I am his little Cousin that he doesn't talk about because I was forced to cut him off years ago. Let's just say that when my dad died years ago my mother changed. She wasn't the kind and gentle mother that I once knew and loved. She turned into someone who didn't want me because it was my fault about what happened to my father. My father is Jinxx's father's brother. Yet what hurts the most is that I didn't know how Jinxx was. Case my best friend was there for me. She didn't know what I was related to until she read my notebook that has letters to JF, and I had his full name written in the Journal as well as a Picture of me and him. Case put two and two together. This is my story. This is how I find my cousin who was more like a big brother to me. Warning: There might be some triggers within the chapters of this story. Triggers are 1) rape 2) loss of a baby 3) abuse. A/N: Going under major editing starting 10/16/2024