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Help Me, I'm Breaking... [boyxboy]
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I'm a complicated person, but isn't it simple enough to understand that I'm sad, lonely, scared, angry, broken? I need help, somebody. Help me, I'm breaking...
[~]
Karson Anderson is starting his sophomore year of high school. It's been 2 months since the "school's out incident", and Karson is trying his best to fix himself on the inside.
He has no friends, except his razor. His razor that whispers sweet nothings in his ear that usually end up with him on the floor, patterns of red swimming around him.
On the 1st day of school he encounters the boy he's been avoiding ever since the school's out incident, Ayden Wright. Will Ayden fix the broken boy, or break him even more...?
(Warning: May contain triggering scenes and some boyxboy action)
(UPDATE: This story is crazy in a lot of ways and focuses more on psychology than external conflict. Idk it was my first story and it's not as good as my current ones so know what you're in for)
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