After what he did, it was seriously hard for me to just sit in the lunch room and let him continue to 'breathe' from across the room. I wanted his head on a stake, I wanted to rip him apart, put him back together and do it all over again. Bella didn't understand, and with her getting closer to Edward, it was hard for me to ignore his family and stay away from that bastard. I wanted my vengeance, and I would get it. I will.