No no don't worry, I haven't gone full blown out emo on you just yet XD
I've simply been having, odd dreams.
When I wake up I am feeling some certain emotion, just to the extreme, everything that happens there puts me in such a great mode of emotion, I flip out over whatever it may be.
When I come to my senses, or calm down, I try to remember the dream, I get snippets, when I started recording them, I somehow turned it to poetry.
It'll hopefully all piece together soon, I'll fill up those empty spaces with some answers.