My Human

I feel as though my hearts been broken
That feeling you get when you're almost in a car crash
Or when you see those ASPCA commercials on TV
Its like someone's tugging at my heart with no desire to fix it, take care of it, or even keep it beating
I feel like I'm suffocating under water with no way to get to the surface
Like no one understands why I'm dying, but they just let me drown
Its the worst feeling in the world to know you can't undo what's been done
No taksies backsies
No get out of jail free card
You're just, stuck. Like gum on the bottom of a shoe.
And yet I wait for you, hopelessly and aimlessly for you to come back
To make me feel alive again.
Like I have a meaning in life.
I don't know how long it'll take.
But the fire of my love for you will burn, like a midnight light.
Waiting for your return.