•Completed series• Alexis was bored with her life, ready to just disappear but life had other plans. Life also threw a boy band at her and she wasn't going to pass up the opportunity of a life time. What could go wrong with fooling around? Not like it's going to kill me ... right? ***Disclaimer: There will be a lot of VERY mature content and strong language, I try to add as much heads up as possible but I tend to forget*** *TW: Mental illness, abuse, suicide, and graphic details. Please reach out for help, you are not alone in this fight! Enjoy -A