Insecurities
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MatureOngoing20m
Last published Sat, Oct 13, 2018
My mom used to tell me out of sight out of mind but i find that statement hard to believe because even when I'm not with you and i dont see you.. I (pause) I still think of you. You just so happen to trap my mind with memories of us together . I feel as though
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