The Diary Of An Undercover Murderous

In order to get away with this there are four rules you'll need to understand:
Rule 1. You can't trust anyone
Rule 2. You must keep your friends close,and your enemies closer.
Rule 3. You can't be afraid to lie
Rule 4. A fake identity can get you just about anywhere.

When you commit a crime and runaway from the law,
You dye your hair and cut it all,
You change your style, and you change your name,
You try to blend in,so you don't look the same.
You thought as long as you could keep a secret, the biggest secret of your life perhaps, that you'd be fine. You'd survive.
But that all goes down hill when you meet him.
What do you do when all you want is to let someone else in and you feel like you can't do it?
What do you do when the guy you're in love with doesn't even know your real name?
What do you do then?
How do you keep your mouth shut when all you wanna do is let somebody else in?