Ruined || n.h.
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"I said that I would save you. And I did."
It's not her fault. She didn't know.
She didn't know who he was.
She didn't know what he was.
Okay . . . Maybe she did.
But still. She didn't know that when he promised he could save her, what he meant.
She didn't know what being 'saved' meant.
She didn't know that out of her own free will she single handedly ruined her own life.
It's not her fault. She didn't know.
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