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Ruined || n.h.

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"I said that I would save you. And I did."

It's not her fault. She didn't know. 

She didn't know who he was.

She didn't know what he was.

Okay . . . Maybe she did. 

But still. She didn't know that when he promised he could save her, what he meant.

She didn't know what being 'saved' meant.

She didn't know that out of her own free will she single handedly ruined her own life. 

It's not her fault. She didn't know.

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Back for you by Shanamj

He left me, I cried for him everyday hoping this was all a joke and he'd come back, but no he left. I trained hard making sure that my bow and arrow skills stayed bright, fueling my work with anger. I have mastered everything and I refuse to forgive him, I hate him. My anger grows more everyday as my sadness dissapears. The argument that started it will also end it he doesn't love me and I refuse to be a fan of his. So if he does care he would come and find me only he doesnt care and never will. These are my thoughts, but not my wishes. I want him to care, but I don't want him to find out why. He can't save me from my thoughts they are mind after all. Noone can or will know because they will send me away. My thoughts they tell me to do unspeakeable things, but they disapear when he is around, they don't like him, they are afraid of him. That's why I try to stay a respectable distance from him. My thoughts are dark, but they don't control me, I control them, I can get them to stop in fact I already have, they only fuel up when I'm angry or upset. "Why can't you tell me?" He yelled. "Because if I do then you'll leave me!" I yelled back. That is right he will leave and make sure they take you away. I covered my ears the voices they were back. "Shut up." I dropped to my knees. He ran to me. "What is wrong?" I looked at him as the voices stopped and hugged him. This was my guardian and it all started the day he came back, Came back for me.

Since We're Alone |NH| by imagine_it_niall

I didn't know what spooked him. I knew it wasn't me. I knew it wasn't anything I had done. But someone, somewhere along the way had hurt him. I had my guess as to who, but didn't know how I could find out for sure. But whatever it was clearly left its mark; an unseen scar that was still healing. We laid there in the quiet of the darkness. His breathing slowly began to steady and his fingers slowly ceased running down my arm. At some point, I knew he had fallen asleep. I tilted my head back up towards his face, finding his cheek, kissing him. "I don't know what made you so afraid," I whispered, "But I can see the shadow behind your face. Who hurt you? Who put your heart through so much pain? I hope you find a way to tell me what you're running from. I promise you can talk to me; you can trust me. I won't break you. I just want to know how to get in there. How do I get you to show me your heart?" I kissed him once more before resting my head down again. Closing my eyes, I inhaled deeply, loving the way his natural scent mixed with the cologne he had put on. "I promise, you've got the best of me. And I'll do what it takes to bring out the best in you."

Fate || Niall horan || by ilysmkylie

You know how everyone says "everything happens for a reason", well I don't believe in that shit. I was not born for a reason, just a miss use of a condom. Nothing happens for a reason, well at least that's what I thought, before I saw him again.

Hauntingly Beautiful: Niall Horan Fanfiction by fairytalefromthesky

Note: I wrote this without proof-reading it, and I was twelve. Please bear that in mind. Talking to you was surprisingly easy. Even though you won't reply to anything I say, I know you hear me. It's quite comforting actually. I had always loved talking to you, pouring out my thoughts, opinions, everything. Now that you’re gone, I have no idea what to do with myself anymore. It's just that I wish you didn't left me alone, Bailey. I blame myself for every single thing that you went through, if it wasn't for me, you would still be here. But no, I chose to be ignorant. I'm so sorry for that.

Not So Normal by misselissa

Meeting One Direction is all Elissa has ever dreamed of, and her dreams are about to come true. When Niall falls for her, it's like a dream. But aren't dreams almost meant to be crushed? I was young. I couldn't write. Don't judge lmao

What If..? by MissAlishaCarole

What if one day you just gave up? What if you just didn't see a point in continuing to live when no one seemed to care for or about you? "What if I had your heart? What if you wore my scars? How would we break down? What if you were me and what if I were you? What if you told my lies? What if I cried with your eyes? Could anyone keep us down? What if you were me? What if I were you?" ~Five For Fighting Sometimes you can't help but wish someone knew how it felt to live and breathe the way you have to. Sometimes you can't help but wish it were someone else speaking lie after lie, the same ones that leave your mouth, yet no one ever does. You are left with your own tears, lies and pain. Niall James Horan knows just what it's like to be tossed to the side, treated like dirt and picked back up again. When he reaches his lowest point, a point that many have reached and never returned from, will he let himself be helped? Or will he forever live in his past, his regrets and his sorrows?

Spaces | Niall Horan by InaraShiraz

“From every single person who has hurt me, I never expected the worst to be from you.” Tears escape my eyes. I don’t think I can ever forget this day. “I’m so, so sorry.” He looks down. “It’s done. It is over.” “What do you mean?“ His eyes were red. Very red. It was breaking both of us apart. “The spaces between us is deep… so deep that none of us could reach for each other anymore.” I breathe. “So then?” “Let’s just end it all here.” _______________________________ Update 11/11/15: This is a completed story. I will be editing the entire book starting from today! SEQUEL IS UP!

A Lie Is A Lie (Niall Horan) by jesscrystelle

My pants deserve to be forever on fire with the lies I've told. But it never meant to start out as a lie. It started with me, and stupid me was in love with my best friend since forever. Since its one of those cliche, cheesy stories, my best friend doesn't know that I am hopelessly and completely in love with him but everybody else knows. I was too much of a coward to tell him how I felt, so when I told him my 'sister' was coming to town, I decided to take her place. I never meant it to go this far, but it did. I never meant to lie to Niall, I never meant to betray Nikki, I never meant to break any hearts to the people I care about. But I did. Now, why did I do this? I'll tell you why. But, I would like to show that I, Rosie Tomkins, swear to document the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. Starting from the beginning. Okay, when was this? It all started when Niall broke up with his high school girlfriend...

They Don't Know About Us by teazinghes

*All credit goes to Lydia* Second book in SYT series: I fall apart, and he helps me back up. Is he the only one that can fix me? Niall is always there for me. Can I even survive without him? He's the one that loves and comforts me. People don't know about how strong our love is. Can I even live without him? I don't even know. And will anyone understand our love? I don't know... because they don't know about us.

Speak For Me - [H.S.] by _gottalovecats_

"But Bailey you need to promise me." I pulled my head back and looked at her. "Promise what?" "That you'll never let someone's death take over your life. That you'll never let it take your life. No matter if it's my death far in the future or an unexpected death in only a few months. Okay?" I nodded, "I promise, Sara." ~ ~ ~ Bailey broke her promise to her older sister. Deaths changed her life and left her mute. All hopes and dreams gone as disorders controlled her life. She thought life had been getting better, years later. That she might be able to live her life okay like this. Until she met him. Harry Styles. A singer in One Direction who's "spiraling out of control." When everything starts to seem hopeless for him, he meets somebody who he thought would change his life for the better. Bumpy roads may be in the way, but in the end. He was right. Follow their journey and learn of Bailey's past in, Speak For Me.

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Back for you

He left me, I cried for him everyday hoping this was all a joke and he'd come back, but no he left. I trained hard making sure that my bow and arrow skills stayed bright, fueling my work with anger. I have mastered everything and I refuse to forgive him, I hate him. My anger grows more everyday as my sadness dissapears. The argument that started it will also end it he doesn't love me and I refuse to be a fan of his. So if he does care he would come and find me only he doesnt care and never will. These are my thoughts, but not my wishes. I want him to care, but I don't want him to find out why. He can't save me from my thoughts they are mind after all. Noone can or will know because they will send me away. My thoughts they tell me to do unspeakeable things, but they disapear when he is around, they don't like him, they are afraid of him. That's why I try to stay a respectable distance from him. My thoughts are dark, but they don't control me, I control them, I can get them to stop in fact I already have, they only fuel up when I'm angry or upset. "Why can't you tell me?" He yelled. "Because if I do then you'll leave me!" I yelled back. That is right he will leave and make sure they take you away. I covered my ears the voices they were back. "Shut up." I dropped to my knees. He ran to me. "What is wrong?" I looked at him as the voices stopped and hugged him. This was my guardian and it all started the day he came back, Came back for me.