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While I'm Waiting
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millaloraine
Complete, First published Jan 17, 2016
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Did you ever think that whatever you would do, you could always take it back like it never happened?

Well in reality you can't. You just can't.

What was to be was to be.

But do you know, do YOU KNOW what hurts more than knowing that you can't rewind the clock, that you can't turn back the pages, that you can't shift the gear into reverse?

What hurts more is waiting to wake up once more, just so that I can say I'm sorry 
all 
over 
again.

Because while I'm waiting,

I'm always loving you.

***

Cover was beautifully created by my cousin @stelsfairytale. Love you and thank you so much for the help! If you need anything, cuz, just ask.

***

Copyright © 2016 by millaloraine, alias Elsa Lawrence.

All rights reserved. No part of this work may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system, without permission from the author.
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