Sad Innocence VS Heartless Charm

Sad Innocence VS Heartless Charm "
07/24/11 By: Carmen M. Ortiz

As I get older, My heart is getting colder.

This sweet little girl is gone. No one knows who I have become.

Like having a twin within. When one is gone , the other jumps in and grins with her charm.

But the subconscious wants to do harm. It wants to get revenge against those where Justice did not come.

The one pleads "God please help me with this hurt". While the other says " Lets take care of this ourselves".
Who will be blamed for this scorn. The mental scars I have had for so long. For I to take all the blame would be wrong.

This is just me and my sadness charm
Listening to what is right, While the other side just wants to fight.
I've become this person "My worst enemy".

I've become that little girl within the woman who is angry Thinking "This sadness charm, " God help me I have passed it on. When did it all go wrong. Who will be blamed for this scorn. The mental scars I have had for so long. For I to take all the blame would be wrong.

This is just me and my sadness charm.

By Carmen M. Ortiz