Scared for life

Abused and Raped. All by the people that are supposed to help and love me. The only one I have is my mum. I live in England with my mum dad and twin brother. All but my mum beats or rapes me. But what happens when my mum is killed right in front of me trying to protect me and I scream to loud. Lets just say me and mark get send to a orphanage and I get adopted by no other than 1D?! But will my dad or brother find me again? Will life get better? Or worst? Will it be time to say goodbye?