After months since the breakup, he can't face her any more,
He feels lonely, empty and not wanted,
He can't turn to anyone,
His heart is wounded,
He wants the pain to stop.
The song used is called 'Say Something By a Great Big World & Christina Aguilera. This is a beautiful and touching song which I truly love which has many different meanings to it.
I think of the song as the regrets, worries and significance of the separation of either a family member, good friend or a loved one. Whether it be from death, break up of fall out.
After the separation from a loved one through a break up, Lewis finds it difficult to to handle the traumatizing experience.
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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