Not the glamorous life *slow updates*
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Ongoing23m
Last published Mon, Sep 8, 2014
Amy has a bad life, feels worthless and cuts. Can anyone help her? This is an idea i had been debating about for a while because i know this will probably turn out suckish and maybe cliche but give it a chance. then maybe you can help me out a bit? no? ok. :/ rated 13 as it includes cursing, violence and 'sensitive topics. All rights reserved.
*triggering?* idk. but you have been warned.
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