Not Nearly Metta
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Last published Fri, Sep 14, 2012
Metta means love, kindness, happiness and all that jazz. Lela Foxx is struggling to have all that rather it is in her family, friendship, relationship or at the work place. Once she think she has it one of those brings her down to the point where she is is ready to break down or explode. Will she ever find peace in her life? Will she be torn between lovers or spend the rest of her life alone? Can she pick up the broken peaces of her family and let the past be the past? And will she be content with her job as a successful lawyer?
Antonio Artest is a good looking man who could have any woman he wants. But there is only one woman he truly desires. He chases after her numerous of times but gets nowhere. Will he just give up and let his inner dog out to mass his broken heart or will he find love else where?
Nicole Foxx thought she finally found the perfect man. All until she caught him cheating. Will she turn the other cheek for the sake of her unborn or will she drop him and realize she can do better without him? Now a days women are taking the role of both mother and father to raise their child. Who knows maybe one day she will find some metta but for now she has all of that in her everyday role as a mother.
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