"You change your mind Like a girl changes clothes...and you over think, always speak cryptically. I should know that you're no good for more. 'Cause your hot then you're cold, you're yes then you're no, you're in then you're then you're out, you're up then you're down, you're wrong when its right, its black and its white, we fight, we break up, we kiss we make up...you don't really want to stay, no but you don't really want to go...we used to be...so in sync...used to laugh bout nothing...someone call the doctor, Got a case of a love bipolar." This could sum up the relationship that you and Haru held so knit close together...it only got worse over the years as stress from the head of the family greatly disproved of your relationship, and sought to end it in many ways...but neither of you gave up the seemingly one sided fight, even if you both did end up fighting yourselves, the love was always there. (Same POV as both 'Wonderland' and 'How To Be A Heartbreaker. I own nothing.)