Masking My Inner Pain

If they only knew...
If they only knew what its like to be me.
Struggles I face everyday.
Roller coast of feelings and emotions,
I must ride everyday.
Wishing the ride wld stop
But not be over.
I don't wanna die.
I just wanna get thru a day
Without having to cry.
I got people on my side.
But they don't completely understand
Cause they can't see things
The way I see them thru my eyes.
They help me get by.
But I gotta be the one
Who helps me survive.
They all the struggles,
Emotions, feelings & tears
I am still here.
Gotta find a way to be ok
Just so I can make it thru the day.
My tortured soul
May haunt me
But I won't let it make me fold.
I wanna make it to be old.
So ill deal with my inner pain
While hiding my it from world.
If I show weakness
Life may swallow me whole
And I refuse to go.
So ill fight with all my might
To heal my pain
Thru the rain of my tears
While hiding my fears.
Masking my inner pain
To save u from having to feel the same.