Who Are You? A Phan fic

Phil is depressed and does things that hurts him, and Dan, too. All their years as a couple, some people don't like the idea of them together, so they do things that traumatises Phil, who tries to kill himself. But did he go too deep? Will he remember who he is, or who his boyfriend is? Or will he be confused forever? Find out in this NOT REAL book about his life.