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Alone

Reads 147
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Parts 5
Time 6m

Reads 147
Votes 17
Parts 5
Time 6m

Mature

My name is Maddie and I'm in 9th grade. I have been fighting depression for about 3 and a half years now. It all got harder when my mom died a year ago cause of lung cancer. We were so so close and I could tell her everything. It gets harder and harder everyday to deal with. I don't think I can do this anymore. No one cares.

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