Watching From Above
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I thought it was the only way. I really did.
I wasn't happy.
I always wanted to know what they would do, and how they would react, if I were gone.
I made my choice. I saw what it did. To them. To me.
I regret it. I wish I hadn't killed myself.
Hazel was always an unhappy child. No-one ever noticed her.
She kept going until the pain became to much to bare.
So now she's gone, and looking at the life she left behind.
Now, she's watching from above.
~A/N
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