Blade aka Best Friend
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I have never imagined myself being the one who cuts.
I remember the lecture at school, when I was little, about people who selfharm. I could never understand it, I could never comprehend why people would do such a thing to themselves. What was the point?
Noneless, here I am. With millions of scars on my body, with millions of thoughts that kill me every day, with multiple fears that make my day miserable, with my friend sitting here with me. He's name is blade, my only escape from reality.
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