The End of a New Beginning

It's too late now. We just have to move on.

The memory keeps appearing on my mind. I can't seem to forget it. It constantly makes me recall back to that very day. It was rather disturbing. I am desperate for answers....

Time passed as I waited patiently,
For the new born to arrive,
So I will no longer be sleep deprived.
Everything seemed overly strange,
It was not to be spoken of.
Mentioning it would bring despair.
I thought it was just a blur.
One that could not be identified,
And definitely unjustified.
Does anyone have an answer?
Maybe it was cancer.
No, that can't be the one.
Because I am so done.

Now I'm starting on a blank canvas, sketching on my journey as I move forward to the future, leaving my past behind. Keeping in mind that things happened for a reason and that I should be grateful no matter what.