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The Reason Why I Smile

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At age seven, all Lillian wanted was to play with her Barbie dolls and wear mismatched clothes. At age ten, she wanted to be popular and covered in make-up. At age thirteen, those dreams crushed her and she stopped eating and started cutting. At age sixteen, she was barely visible to the world. She was neglected, abused and raped everyday by her stepfather. With scars all around and no food in her stomach, she was ready to give up. Until, one boy changed her life completely. He showed her that life can be happy, even if you're not what most people want.All Rights Reserved

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Lilith wasn't your ordinary 16 year old, her parents were always fighting and one day her parents told her to leave to house it got so bad. Lilith thought that if she killed herself her parents would be happy this is my first story if anything is wrong please tell me and I will change it!

It never goes right. by amberroosee

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Beaten But Loved by puppy-princess

every young child dreams of being a princess but that dream was ripped away from me when I was only five years old. my father abused me when my mother passed away. he whipped me and cut me, every hope of being happy was torn away from me. but when I finally escape I shift and find my mate. everything good comes to an end sooner than you thought.

Suicidal by kaii12321

This is the story of an abused teenage girl, Maddie. Her need to die has become overwhelming and she is trying to find a way to help herself before she does something she may regret. The story is told from her point of view as she recalls all that has happened to her. Maybe telling her story will help her, maybe not. This isn't just any other sob story. This is more realistic. You may even find yourself comparing your life to Maddie's while reading this story. Disclosure: I wrote this as a 13-year-old and the writing is definitely not up to my current standards, but I feel as though changing what I have already written would take away from the emotion I put into this story at 13 years old. If you'd like an updated and more well-written version, please read my other story entitled "Remembering". TW/CW: domestic violence, child abuse, sexual assault, depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation

If You Saw My Bruises by audiaudi

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Gone. by xxANNAxx9

One day she just disappeared you could say. Physically she was there but she wasn't fully there. But then he disappeared. And he was there just not physically. Warning: Rape and self harm included. If you can't handle this I advise you to NOT read this. Thank you.

Jesse's Girl (COMPLETE) by xHeatLifex

They had both been dealt enough tragedy in their short teenaged lives, more than anyone should ever have to endure. Will two self destructive teens coming together do more harm than good? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I don't know what came over me. The poor guy just asked if he could help and I went all 'crazy psycho bitch' on his ass. I couldn't breath. I needed water. I needed air. Fuck why was is it so hot in here. Was it the fact that the moment his hand left my skin I felt an unbearable need to feel his touch again or was it hearing him ask if I needed help that made me feel helpless and broken once again. I didn't know what it was but I felt like I was suffocating, like the jersey I was wearing was strangling every ounce of oxygen from body. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ * This story had been reviewed recently. There are now added scenes and further edits - 2024 *

Falling Apart by 1_Will_3

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Losing Hope by Missy_Moo13

All Hope's life, she has always lived in the shadow of her abusive older brother. Her parents divorced when she was reasonably young and she now lives with her father and his new monster of a partner and her two snotty children. Her whole life, she's been bullied, abused, taken advantage of, and broken, and now she's turned to self-harm as a way to cope. But, little did she know, the world may be ugly, but it has its hidden beauties.

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