Chasing The Long Lost Friendship

It's been almost 4 years since I saw myself having a great friendship. Best friends having time to play, eating while sharing food together, reading favorite books and most importantly, having fun.
Those were such happy memories that were ruined because of something we did not expect to happen.
Am I destined to be alone? I'm sure hope not, 'No man is an island' ain't that what they say.
Maybe this is just a test for me and the thing is I just need to stay strong to pass it.
My name is Avery and this is my life.

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