Give Up? (Ticci Toby X Reader)

The reason you stayed alive.
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The reason you went insane.
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The reason you gave up 4 years ago.
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The reason of unstable emotions
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It was all to try and get the person you loved one back. Toby was your amazing friend until...something... happened. Running away from home, getting lost, and trying to survive on your own was hard. But why? So you could be reunited with the one you lost years ago. YN LN. now is 21, and can't help the feeling of finally giving up on the search. Pointless. That's all it was, right?

I do not own anything but the story plot. This does not have stereotypical creepypastas. So no cheesecake, waffles, perverted guys, knife loving etc...
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YHC = your hair color
YEC = your eye color
YNN = your nickname
YFC = your favorite color