Preambles in 3rd person Flames, I'll be yours Underwater Swallow, smile Diobolical streak Staring at the sun Evil night together Driver surprise me I am your skin Ecstasy Up in flames.. "I'm fine. Aside from the not sleeping, the jumpiness, the overwhelming crushing fear that something bad is about to happen." "it's called hyper- vigilance the persistent feeling of being under threat." "it not a feeling though, it's like, it's a panick attack. Like, I can't even breath." "So, if your drowning and you're trying to keep your mouth closed till that very last moment, what if you choose not to open your mouth." "You do anyways, it's a reflex." "But, if you hold on until that reflex kicks in, you'll have more time right?.... More time to fight your way to the surface." "More time to be in agonizing pain, did you forget the part where it feels like your head's exploding?" "If its about survival isn't a little agony worth it?" "What if it just gets worse? What if its agony now then.... Then it's just hell later on?" "Then think about what Winston Churchill once said: if your going threw hell..... Keep going."
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