TELLING HIM

There is this boy I really like and i have always wanted to tell him how I feel but know how it feels!!! It feels like lots of weight on your shoulders like its just pressing down on you. I really want to tell him but I also don't cause to me that is really weird and embarrassing! The hardest part for me is maybe passing him in the hallway at school I don't know why that's just hard for me. My friend Paloma said that she will tell him for me but I freaked out and said yes!! I just hope he don't get all weird about it. We are pretty good freinds and I don't really want to mess that up. I have 5 class periods with him so I just have so much time with him, but we really don't talk much only maybe in horticulture and band. He don't like me cause he likes Paloma and alot of people like her!! No one likes me but Thomas!! He's one of the grossest people I can think about! Anyway I will write more tomorrow and tell y'all what he said!
BYE!