"Sometimes love can't be controlled, no matter how wrong it may be to others, you can't stop it, you can't just turn it off." I cry. My heart is breaking, it feels like it's being ripped out of my chest. I just love this boy so much, I don't know what I would do without him, I can't be without him. I wish everyone would just leave us alone!
"I know Jayde, but it's wrong, what you two are doing is wrong, it cant go on anymore, it's causing too many issues with everyone, it's not worth it." Shannon says sympathetically, she smiles sadly at me. I just want to scream. This can't be happening, why me, why can't we just be left alone, we make each other happy, why can't anyone understand that?
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When Jayde moves to town, she makes a new friend called Shannon, they become best friends and Jayde is always at Shannon's house. Then enters Louis into her life, Shannon's brother, he confuses her with all these feelings she can't quite explain. They fall for each other quite fast and hard. But what happens when Jayde's parents tell her to invite Louis's family to their BBQ? Things take a turn for the worst and they are forbidden to be together. But will that stop them?
Read on to find out more...
Hunter Anther was never good at hiding his feelings, that's why he couldn't hide that he was damn gay. And being part of one of the largest packs to ever exist, he became an abomination. Even to his own family. Everyone hated him, everyone bullied him.
He though maybe after meeting his mate, girl, or boy he would be alright and try to live the rest of his life like how he wanted. But the thing is he was unsure if he will get a mate. The moon goddess wasn't fond of him because in addition to being an outcast, he wasn't blessed with a wolf.
What will happen when his future Alpha, aka biggest bully and former friend turns out to be his mate. Will he accept and care for him or make him lose the last bit of hope he had? Is he strong enough to withstand the pain and struggle thrown at him and make a living out of it?
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"I didn't mean it.. I.. I was young and ignorant..." he tried to explain while clenching my hand, I looked at him in disgust and pulled my hand away.
"What about me? How old wad I to deserve all the things you did to me?! Tell me, how was I different from you? Four years ago you rejected me after everything you've done to me. It wasn't enough punishment for you, you didn't even spare me a glance after ruining me. You left me, you are not gay."
My voice trembled bit at the end but my face remained as emotionless as ever. I will never give him the satisfaction of seeing me vulnerable, not again. But why does my heart feel like it's bleeding? Shouldn't I be hating him and happy that he's on his knees begging me. So why am I tearing along with him?
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25/02/24 - 9/08/24
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A/N
How many of us believe in second chances? Does love really conquer it all?
This is not a 'love is blind' story, if you're looking for one.