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The Insanity Of Loving You (boyxboy) {Book Two of the Insanity Of... Series}

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Parts 30
Time 1h 24m

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THIS IS THE SECOND BOOK IN THE INSANITY OF SERIES SO GO READ THE INSANITY OF LOSING YOU FIRST!!!!!!

Charlie Hart is the name. I'm seventeen years old and I can't tell you how much I hate the when-I-was-your-age talks my dads give me. Yes, I do have two dads and my mother passed away when I was three. 

Let me tell you something, high school sucks. Whoever said that it's the best four years of your life is a total liar. I have my best friend Julia with me to both kick my ass and protect it but it still sucks.

Well, I guess it was that way until a certain man named Ian Josephs walked into my life and I got that gushy lovey-dovey feeling. But loving him would be absolutely insane. He is a few years older than me after all...

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