Pain
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MatureOngoing18m
Last published Wed, Mar 28, 2018
*WARNING; contains scenes of self harming. Read at your discretion.
Lola Stocking has been bullied nearly all of her school life; the pain she feels from the bullies words has developed into a habit of self harm. Her parents have tried everything including sending her to a counselor but will she ever stop?
New boy Luke Ashton joins the school to find Lola hiding from her bullies, crying her eyes out. He starts to comfort her and tries to be her friend.
Will he be able to help her get over her depression and self harm or will it consume her until she can't take it anymore?
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