What if it was Different?
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Last published Thu, Mar 17, 2016
I was so close! I almost ended this pain. With my pain in depression, it continues to get worse as I go... And then there was HER. She was the one who found me. She is the only reason I am still alive. But what if it was different?
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I didn't think about how I would cease to live. I always just thought about family and being myself and just going on with life without a care in the world. I just wanted to spend the last moment I had with that special person in my life, but I guess that will never happen. I have always wanted an anniversary since I was a little girl, and now that I had a chance to get one, I couldn't show up. I want to escape from this prison I'm in, but to do that I have to go through a lot of adventures and ups and downs before I can get away.
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