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If I Can: Hide This Feeling (Book 1 of If I Can Trilogy)

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Emilia Azalea Elizconde born in an almost perfect life. Lumaki siya sa isang marangyang buhay. Everybody loves her and a lot wants to be like her. 

Ngunit hindi talaga lahat ng bagay sa mundo na mayroon ka ay mananatili sayo. Ang iba mawawala. Still, may mga nananatili at ipaparamdam sayo kung gaano ka kahalaga, and the next thing you know, masaya ka na ulit. No pain anymore, no trace of a broken heart because you're already healed.

Pero sadyang mapagbiro ang tadhana para kay EA. Sa muling pagbubukas ng kanyang puso, she'll unexpectedly cross a boundary, and it was wrong, it was a very big mistake she have to get through. Magmahal na siya ng di niya katulad, wag lang sa taong di niya dapat mahalin. She don't wanna ruin their family, hindi ang pag-ibig niya ang sisira rito. Pero nahulog na siya and the only thing she would have to do is to hide. But that's if, she can really hide her feeling.

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(If I Can Trilogy Book 1)
STARTED: 02|03|16
FINISHED: 05|16|16
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