"The pain grows inside. The pain swells and throbs. My heart tears at itself and the more I think about other things the more I can't stop thinking about it. The elegant in the room. The o ly thing in life that I can't control or fix so the only way to finish the pain it to finish me. The thoughts of death go through my mind. Could this be real? Or is it just the rain calling me." A teenager with severe problems has to go through life through to fake it. As singles thought the only thing she can think of to control the pain and suffering of not only herself but others too is to sacrifice her life glory the happiness of others.All Rights Reserved