I don't know what to do with my life anymore! It's like i'm living a lie which in all honesty, I am. I tried to move on, from my past, from him but when you're like me, you take any bit of happiness you can get you know. So I went back there and everytime I did I got hurt but it's the happiness that I hold on to the most, not the hurt because I feel that all the time, the little bit of happiness...that's rare for me. What will ever become of me?