I just graduated Basic Training for the Army, and I want to share what it was like for me...
I look around me and all I see is suffering,
Some of us wondered why?
Why were we here?
Why did we have to do this?
My drill sergeants yell at me,
They are always pushing,
Always laughing,
Destroying any self confidence I have...
Yet time goes on,
The weeks pass, and people fail,
One girl feints, near death,
A man loses his wife,
Girlfriends cheat,
And time goes on,
I learn how to kill a man,
Somberly I shoot my rifle,
I learn to throw a grenade,
and time goes on,
At last the last week comes,
Graduation week,
We stand tall,
Having just become soldiers,
And we cry as we realize who we are,
A 20 Kilometer March couldn't beat us,
Our drill sergeants didn't destroy us,
And our brotherhood stood strong,
At last it came,
I finally get to see my family,
My baby brother looks at me with love,
My sister feels respect for me,
And my parents stand proud,
For I have made it through war,
And fought through hell,
I have been refined by blood, anger, and agony,
I have slept in the woods with creatures of the night crawling around me,
I have stood guard for four hours straight,
Watching for the enemy that will never come,
I have breeched buildings while getting shot at,
I became what few could ever do,
I AM AN AMERICAN SOLDIER!
Through thick and thin the Law shall prevail. A new sense of purpose awaits us, children of light, in the land where it all began. The darkness in which we once cowered in fear, now curbed by the might of our endless light. Come, brothers, come, sisters. Let there be peace among the wicked, just as the Law dictates.
Peace and certainty is all that you have ever longed for, little angel. A bright, stable future. A roof without holes above thy head. Acknowledgement and recognition of thy existence, feverish dreams of grandeur.
Greed born from yearning, treacherous vines of rapacity taint your innocent soul. You seek a future that does not exist.
Let thy fingers hold the fragile line between dream and nightmare. Let thy light navigate the path.
Shall thee give in and falter, O' land of old, envelop his body in thy unending flame of chaos. Spit out nothing but an empty husk, the remnants of a smile once so bright.
Shall thee prevail, O', Great Kazdel, I ask of you, the impossible - take mercy on the innocent. Don't let the radiance dim and don't let the mind turn bleak.
Wake, young traveler.
Bid thy farewells and burn thy bridges.
It's time to say goodbye, curly head.
Cross post from AO3.
For a shorter and more on-point description, look no further! I had something silly written up before throwing it out in exchange for that wall of text upstairs. It's a little story "about a young, dumb sankta who's been dealt a bad hand at life, looking for his place in all this mess. The pointless search for a better future leads him far, far away from home, to a country forever ravaged by war and misery - Kazdel, the promised land where devils roam free and peace feels out of place."
Anyway, it's quite lengthy, but hopefully enjoyable? Slide a comment if you want, I'll give you a tiny kiss on the forehead. Man, do I love comments.
(Lastly, to point out, English is not my native language, but I don't think it'll be much of an issue ;3)