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A Fictional Reality

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depression gay love romance schizophrenia self-harm slash suicide

One fictional world. One real world. The line between both becomes blurred in this tale of love and hope in an induced schizophrenic world. Jackson's outwardly perfect life has never actually been perfect, and when the fictional world that he lives inside of threatens to tear his reality apart the people around him are more worried by reputation. Will he ever find a refuge?  Will he ever be happy?All Rights Reserved

depression gay love romance schizophrenia self-harm slash suicide

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Sun, Jan 31, 2016

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