"Why don't you just die already!" Is what he always yells at me. My name's Taylor, and the person who I thought was my lover, is my abuser. I get hit for the stupidest things, he makes me sleep on the floor because "Dogs aren't allowed on the bed" like what the hell? He yells at me, made me sell my body twice but in the end, he always says "Baby, I'm sorry, you know I'm trying to change." And for some reason I always believe it but 10 minutes later, the same shit starts again! You haven't felt what I felt, you haven't cried like I cried, you haven't taken THE ABUSE I TAKE.....