What Was My Fault?

What would you do if you were put in a living nightmare? The one person you thought you loved, that you thought you could trust was somebody completely different than you first expected.
Well that's what it's like for me.
And the one i love, or at least thought i loved, is making me feel lousy. He's hurting me.
I only hope that someone, anyone, maybe even you, can help me out of this while i'm still breathing.