A/N: Okay so this is a very personal story and I've been writing it since I started supernatural. The things described in this story happened to me in real life. Except I didn't have a Castiel to help me. I was fifteen and the "Demon" who did it was nearly eighteen. Pairing: CasxReader, Reader in Bobby's Daughter, Sam and Dean are her best friends. Warnings: All kinds of trigger warnings: Scenes of sexual molestation, self harm, self hate, depression, suicide attempts, swearing, Castiel Feels