Random shit my brain comes up with that might be interesting or will just be nonsense rambling. I realize this is not a very appealing description. I am a pansexual, demisexual transman with fibromyalgia, epstien bahr virus, scoliosis, fatigue disorder, weird hip rotation, and a spinal herniation that leaks onto the nerves of my feet and my legs, so it is really hard to walk. I am in a wheelchair when I go outside, and I am in constant pain. I can walk around the house a bit but that's it. For months I was stuck lying in bed all day and night doing nothing. I also have OCD, PTSD from my father, trichotillomania, manic depressive disorder, depression, severe anxiety, autism, and ADHD. So life has been a huge struggle, so I guess I probably have a lot to write about that might be relatable to people out in the world, so I'll just put it out here.