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WpMetadataNoticeLast published Mon, Jan 25, 2016
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Life is the worst for Holly however when she meets Dan her life gets flipped around. Holly has feels for Dan after 2 years on chat but is it ready for them to meet in real life?
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DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.

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