Hiding A Quote Book

Sometimes I feel as if I am drowning.
Am under water, 200 feet deep.
Feel as if, no matter how much I swim, it won't matter. I'll die before I reach the surface. I feel the cool water pushing on my skin, begging to be let in. Begging to kill me, slowly, softly, silently.

This is a book of quotes. Some of them are real about me. Some of them aren't. I'll let you decide.