When Zayn tragically loses his boyfriend, Liam, and their unborn child, he loses himself as well. He is a shell with nothing inside. Zayn becomes completely detached from himself and is plagued daily with insults from the man in the mirror. He looks like Zayn, he talks like Zayn, but he can't possibly BE Zayn. There is only one way for Zayn to get rid of the man in the mirror. And that is to get rid of himself. ***TRIGGERING MATERIAL, DO NOT READ IF YOU WILL BE AFFECTED BY IT*** Warning: contains self-harm throughout and mentions of suicide. Please don't read if you will be offended or triggered in any way. The intention of this story is not to romanticise any if these themes, but to raise awareness.