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Complete, First published Jun 06, 2013
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A series of letters to a once best friend, a series of letters he may never get to read. There are 73 days in summer, and that means 73 days of change. From a suicidal, depressed, self-harm addicted teenager into a (hopefully) stable young woman, this journal, written to my once best friend, chronicles my recovery. The only thing keeping me alive is a promise I made one year ago, a hope for a better future, and the thought of him. Many things will change, and my journey to recovery will not be easy.All Rights Reserved
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Table of contents
- Day 1 - IntroductionThu, Jun 6, 2013
- Day 2 - Internal BleedingSat, Jun 8, 2013
- Day 3 - The VoidSun, Jun 9, 2013
- Day 4 - Spring Cleaning in the SummerMon, Jun 10, 2013
- Day 5 - RosesTue, Jun 11, 2013
- Day 6 - PromisesWed, Jun 12, 2013
- Day 7 - GoThu, Jun 13, 2013
- Day 8 - Lemonade & Other Lemony ThingsFri, Jun 14, 2013
- Day 9 - GentlemenSat, Jun 15, 2013
- Day 10 - ChangesSun, Jun 16, 2013
- Day 11 - NocturnalMon, Jun 17, 2013
- Day 12 - PsychologyTue, Jun 18, 2013
- Day 13 - New BeginningsWed, Jun 19, 2013
- Day 14 - MirrorsThu, Jun 20, 2013
- Day 15 - Mother DearestFri, Jun 21, 2013
- Day 16 - RyanSat, Jun 22, 2013
- Day 17 - Feigning EuphoriaSun, Jun 23, 2013
- Day 18 - The Killer in Me is the Killer in YouMon, Jun 24, 2013
- Day 19 - Unwarranted Self ImportanceTue, Jun 25, 2013
- Day 20 - If You Really Knew MeWed, Jun 26, 2013
- Day 21 - UnrealisticThu, Jun 27, 2013
- Day 22 - RemorseFri, Jun 28, 2013
- Day 23 - UnderstandingSat, Jun 29, 2013
- Day 24 - Regrets and RudenessSun, Jun 30, 2013
- Day 25 - GoodbyeMon, Jul 1, 2013
- Day 26 - RapedTue, Jul 2, 2013
- Day 27 - A Girl Named SatanTue, Jul 2, 2013
- Day 28 - Draw With MeThu, Jul 4, 2013
- Day 29 - FireworksFri, Jul 5, 2013
- Day 30 - One Month LaterSat, Jul 6, 2013
- Day 31 - Arg Wub WubSun, Jul 7, 2013
- Day 32 - The LagoonMon, Jul 8, 2013
- Day 33 - VisionaryTue, Jul 9, 2013
- Day 34 - HomeWed, Jul 10, 2013
- Day 35 - Seeking ComfortThu, Jul 11, 2013
- Day 36 - Change of PlansFri, Jul 12, 2013
- Day 37 - BeautifulSat, Jul 13, 2013
- Day 38 - A Terrible Way To GoSun, Jul 14, 2013
- Day 39 - Crying My Heart OutMon, Jul 15, 2013
- Day 40 - Skinny LoveTue, Jul 16, 2013
- Day 41 - Dependency & Desperation & PoetryWed, Jul 17, 2013
- Day 42 - This is RecoveryThu, Jul 18, 2013
- Day 43 - Smiles and LaughterFri, Jul 19, 2013
- Day 44 - Innocence LostSat, Jul 20, 2013
- Day 45 - A Day in The Life of a Serverely Depressed High School GirlSun, Jul 21, 2013
- Day 46 - My Daily LifeMon, Jul 22, 2013
- Day 47 - InkTue, Jul 23, 2013
- Day 48 - LearningWed, Jul 24, 2013
- Day 49 - Best WishesThu, Jul 25, 2013
- Day 50 - ExcitementFri, Jul 26, 2013
- Day 51 - Mental Health UnitSat, Jul 27, 2013
- Day 52 - ButterfliesSun, Jul 28, 2013
- Day 53 - RelaxMon, Jul 29, 2013
- Day 54 - All Over YouTue, Jul 30, 2013
- Day 55 - My Heart is in CaliforniaWed, Jul 31, 2013
- Day 56 - JudgementThu, Aug 1, 2013
- Day 57 - Coming BackFri, Aug 2, 2013
- Day 58 - No TouchingSat, Aug 3, 2013
- Day 59 & 60 - Old FeelingsMon, Aug 5, 2013
- Day 61 - WanderlustTue, Aug 6, 2013
- Day 62 - DistanceWed, Aug 7, 2013
- Day 63 - Sweet and SillyThu, Aug 8, 2013
- Day 64 - CravingsFri, Aug 9, 2013
- Day 65 - Falling DownSat, Aug 10, 2013
- Day 66 & 67 - FriendsMon, Aug 12, 2013
- Day 68 & 69 - NervousnessWed, Aug 14, 2013
- FinaleSat, Aug 17, 2013
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