The Forbidden Love

Here is an average girl with big problems but with self harm as her biggest one.
She's chosen out of all the teenagers her age to become an experiment to become part of an elite society of super assassins with powers unlike the humans who fall into the world but with one catch she can't ever fall in love or suffer dire consequences or even death which in her case she invites to her doorstep quite often
Embark with me on a journey of love, pain, death, and sorrow
To find out her story you must read.