12 parts Ongoing MatureAfter losing you, I fell into darkness, a darkness I never thought I'd get out of. Anger and I became inseparable. It's all I had left. If I allowed myself to feel anything else, I'd crumble. The anger was my only distraction, the only thing that helped me cope with what was done to you.
I deserved the darkness. I had failed you and as far as I was concerned I didn't deserve to be happy, especially since you yourself would never get to smile again.
I thought I'd live in anger forever, that is, until the day I met the light to my dark.
She melted the chains off my heart.
I broke down her wall brick by brick and together,
we began to find peace in the pain.
I would never forget you,
but I'll always remember the moment she lit my way out of hell.