Dirk a blond, Tall and loving DJ from Texas USA, His life is going nowhere until He meets Jake English, a fit, bottom with a passion for guns. Dirk takes an instant liking to Jake but became emotional and depressed when he was not understood by Jake. However, When a brother tries to show Dirk other people that deserve him Jake wants him to himself. But the pressure from Jake's job as a mortition leaves him blind to Dirk's depression, making Dirk take more gigs and sink further into his depression. He starts self harm in hopes to distract himself. Finally, when sexy nurse Dave Strider threatens to tell Jake of Dirk's bad habbit Dirk has to act fast and tell him about the ways he's been feeling and what he's done to himself and how self harm is not the only thing wrong with him. But how will Jake take this news? Will Jake understand what he's been doing to his boyfriend? Will Dirk be able to control himself by venting into his diary?All Rights Reserved