Someone I used to know. (On Hold)
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Last published Wed, Jun 22, 2016
My life has never been easy. First off I was never normal. I was made. Created for one sole purpose: To protect my master and kill anyone he said no matter the consequences.
I wasn't supposed to have feelings as they would get in the way of killing. I got punished when I did something I wasn't supposed to. Which was basically everything.
If I looked at someone and hadn't been told to I got punished. If I moved or breathed without permission I got punished. Not just by my creator but by anyone who thought it necessary.
I was never taught what love was. I didn't even know the word existed until I left. I had to get out. I couldn't do what they wanted me to do. There was no way I could kill someone and not feel pain. That was why I left... Or that's what I told myself anyway...
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Fatal Attraction: Falling into a Cruel love (Boyxboy)
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Obey.
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She's the new girl, 𝐒𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐚 𝐀𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫 was a joyful child whose wings were clipped too soon. For every lesson she endured, every promise broken every soul she lost, she wears the consequences. Walls have ears, doors have eyes, and she learned too late to beware the man she thought she knew. She learned how it feels to be dead while still walking, to wear a heart that no longer beats and a soul that no longer feels, trapped in a home that seems perfect but hides a world of horrible cruelty. Her scarred mind locked on the boy she thought she could have. He was her greatest hello, her saddest goodbye, the biggest what if she will question all her life. She was the first person he showed his heart to and the reason no one would see it again. He gave her a weapon to destroy him deeply, hoping she would never use it, yet in her hands it felt destined to bruise it. 🕊️ TRIGGER WARNINGS SHALL BE READ🕊️ Read to find out more
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