Seventeen
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- Parts 18
MatureComplete Thu, Jan 28, 201621m
- ATELOMANIA -
(n.) An obsession/Passion/Infatuation with imperfection.
// I can join the dots on my skin with felt tip marker. I can show you constellations in my bloodshot eyes. And I really don't mind having flaws that I can trace across my skin. They remind me that I'm not hiding from anyone and I'm living out my dream, with stars within my skin, and oceans in my veins. It may be a flaw, but it's one that I've gained. Wether through choice - or not, I've come to terms with that pain. So you can pull me apart and paint me now, understand the color that's seeping out. Break me down, because now you're at my roots.
- How do you like me now? //
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