Unlove Me

I sometimes feel that it would be easier if I knew that he did not feel for me in some capacity. However, I think a part of us both feel for the other. And that scares me. We can't. Okay na ako sa malayong pag-sulyap sa kanya. Kontento na'ko dun. Masaya na akong tanaw siya hindi na hahangarin pa ang mapalapit sa kanya. Pero hindi, it was more than what I wish for. He likes me too. No. He love me. Intoxicatedly inlove.

It feels frustrated sometimes because, unlike other couples, you both are living estranged even when in love. No, it was me who dignifies that. It feels like injustice done by God because when love came to your life, rather than grabbing the gift, you decided to move on due to the unfavorable circumstances.